The truth is
I’m afraid.

I fear of others perception.
I fear of others judgment.

I’m scared of being humiliated.
I’m scared of humiliating myself.

That’s why I lied.
That’s why I bluffed.

p.s. I thought I was cool but I just act like a fool

p.s.s. come to think of it, I think you’re bluffing me too all this long.