*Cerita hari ini*

sila baca ikut rhythm lagu Cerita Kedai Kopi

Si Budak Hari Jadi kejutkan pagi-pagi, sebenarnya bukanlah pagi sangat, terus rase cranky and grumpy.
Mandi dengan kepala otak sangat berserabut. Sangat.
Drive kereta tajul ke Seksyen 2 pegi ambik Si Budak Hari Jadi. Tolong dia angkat barang pindah rumah.
Tengok muka Si Budak Hari Jadi sangat kelakar. Macam bloated. Nak gelak tak sampai hati sebab hari ni hari jadi dia.
Angkat beg yang super heavy. Sambil tu sedang fikir perlu ke sms yang seorang lagi.
Selepas 3 minit.
Tak perlu kot.

Bla bla bla bla dalam kete ngan Si Budak Hari Jadi dan rasa seronok sikit.
Lepas tu Si Budak Hari Jadi baru sedar dia tak bawak kunci. Oke that’s funny!
Pusing balik ambik kunci di Meranti.
Sampai rumah sewa, angkat beg yang super heavy lagi sekali. Dari kereta ke tingkat 9, nasib baik ade lift.
Sampai rumah, bukak kunci mangga dan lagi sekali hahaha perkara lucu terjadi. Kunci pagar tak de. That’s funny lagi sekali.
Menjerit bagi salam sebab ada kasut kat luar pintu rumah. Si Budak Hari Jadi cuba call kawan-kawan serumah. Memang tak de kunci pagar ponk.
Jadi bla bla bla bla dengan Si Budak Hari Jadi, rupanya dia tak tahu sape housemates die.
Owh, awak memang comel dan funny.
Godek godek pintu pagar and finally we’re in.

First thing yang menarik perhatian adalah kitchen. Malas nak describe, kalau nak tahu sila masuk sendiri.
“We can put some stools there at the kitchen”
“Or maybe we can turn that part into a bar?”
Pandang Si Budak Hari Jadi dan kami gelak tak sedar diri.
Otak sebenarnya sedang fikir pasal yang seorang lagi.
Malas nak fikir tapi terpaksa sebab berkaitan soal hati.
WTF

Turun kebawah and thought of eating cakes di Secret Recipe dengan Si Budak Hari Jadi, at least we have to celebrate something.
Fikir banyak-banyak kali tetibe tak de mood plak. So plan tak jadi.
Hantar Si Budak Hari Jadi balik Meranti. Bla Bla Bla Bla dalam kereta and Good Bye baby, cakap dalam hati.
Jiwa kacau sebab seorang lagi. Tak nak sms takut sakit hati. Ingat mahu jalan-jalan seorang diri tapi what the fuck dah pukul 12 tengah hari.
Balik rumah dan Tatie ajak keluar lunch sesama di Jayathi.
Kejut Azri and off we went with Tatie and Naddy.
Lepak-lepak di Jayathi smabil hantar sms ke seorang lagi.

Sms
Sms
Sms
Sms
Sms
Sms

Kan da cakap buat sakit hati jek. Kalau tahu tak nak hantar sms tadi.
Teman tapi mesra? Haha now this IS funny.
Bila buat bodoh hah yang seorang lagi tu plak terasa hati. Pegi McD makan aiskrim. Tak de pemandangan yang cantik dan berkenan jadi mata tak tercuci.

Sms
Sms
Sms

Dah malas dah nak layan yang seorang ni.
Balik tido lagi baik.
Nak study socio ponk malas.
Otak serabut dengan benda-benda bodoh.
Hati rasa something yang kurang enak.
Mata pulak dah berapi-api.
Setakat nie la dulu, yang cerita malam saya sambung nanti.

p.s. Merepek.

p.p.s. Yang ke 3 kali Happie Birthdae A.j Hadzmy =)

*Hello Goodbye*

You don’t deserve me and I don’t want you.
The thing is, I’m tired.
Tired of your childish acts.
Tired of your ignorant acts.
Tired of your flirtatious acts.

I’m tired of you.
I shall switch you off.

p.s. It’s nice to meet you sir, I guess I go, I best be on my way own. Ignorance, Paramore.

*Eclipse*

“there’s no real love in you”

Bill Kaulitz is heavenly but at the same time freakishly..beautiful in this video.

I always love looking at the weirdest and freakiest thing and I still remember the minutes I discovered the band, I was vexed by his appearance and his gender, judging by his smooth voice and his physique.

Gotta love him tho because he’s different and I like things or human to be a tad different from the usual pictures I see everyday.

In fact, where’s all the fun in life if every thing is similar. That’s no thrill at all. I wish someday I will have the guts to roam around the world donned with my favored look.

p.s. the song is dedicated to the three of you, this is what I’m feeling towards you right now.

*Fruits*

A simple thing to ponder,

Sometimes people smugly brag without them knowing that they are actually boosting themselves. They try hard to impress people. Most of the time, too hard.

It’s this simple,
you should express yourself first then people will slowly get impressed.
That’s it.

You just have to believe in yourself and have faith in God.

p.s. No offense, it’s just my modest opinion.

*A short enquiry*

To Someone,

Can I have my heart back?
Living with a hole in a heart apparently is difficult you know. Trust me.Been there. Errm you wanna know the reason?
Hmm let see, you have your other half and you’re obviously happie right now so I guess it’s my time to be happy. I am tired of waiting and acting like a fool too because I know there are loads of people who love me as much as I love them.
So yeah, I demand my heart back. No hard feeling oke. I wish you all the best with your other half.
xoxo
=)

To the other Someone,

Can you keep my heart for me, but just a half of it, is it oke? I kinda need the other half to continue living. But you have to promise me not to put it on a shelf where you can use it and put it back whenever you need it.
That’s a cruel thing to do you know.
Even though your antics are sometimes a tad annoying but you annoy me in a cute way. How’s that?
I kinda like it when you playfully and gleefully charm me.
xoxo
=))

p.s.These are all fictitious. I dont know what to write.I have noticed that my previous entries are full with love stories and experiences. WTF sangat. So I tanak lah post jiwang-jiwang lagik pasneh, geli la weyh! lol

*Adam*

The utmost guilty pleasure is back.

Joseph was spotted with a new hairdo and I am flabbergasted. The JoeHawk is back people. Another reason to love him more.

He looks way better in this, much better.

How delicious!

=p

p.s. So I guess it’s time for a new hairdo for me too.

*Gula-Gula*

Saya tengah buat esaimen malam tu bila die msg saye,

“syg, can I give u a call? we need to talk”

lalu saya ponk replied,
“err orang ngah wat esaimen, besides ramai neh..nnti kalo die call camne orang nk cakap ngn u..my friends dengar nnti..lol, kenapa? text jek la eh syg”

Lama gak die nak reply, selalu camtuh, tapi saya tunggu la msg die. Geram gak sikit-sikit sebab kalaw saya yang lambat reply mesti die marah and merajuk,women sangat!Tapi tak pe, sebab saya macho saya tak nak la marah die jadi saya tunggu.

Pastu msg masuk,
“Kite putus jek la eh, orang nmpak cam die x sayang orang jek..and I think you’re not ready to be in a relationship. It’s too early for us. I know u sayang I and I’m thankful for that tapi entah la I rase u tak ready lagik..I ponk rase I x ready lagik”

Saya replied,
“oke if that’s what you want..tapi I da start sayang u..jap I sayang tol kat u taw..tapi I think you’re right..I think I’m not ready yet. Jadi cane nie? Kite jadi kawan ah dulu oke? Let things take place accordingly, sometimes we don’t need to sort things out..WAH! ayat x bleh blah!”

Die replied balik,
“errm errm okay, tapi I sayang u taw..and thank you for loving me too, at least I know someone loves me. Thanks sayang..nak kiss bleh? orang ngantuk nak tdo”

Saya ponk replied gak,
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korang tak perlu taw kowt saya replied apa.
Saya panggil skendel saya toh Smarties sebab die neh unpredictable gile.
Semalam die text lagik cakap nak sambung blik. What the fuck sangat!
Naseb baek die comel. Saya usha die agak lama la sebab kitorg jumpa thru a friend of mine. Lepak2 banyak kali gak la and I asked num hp die, saje jek la*haha ye ye jek sajek* Pastu die cakap die da lama usha saya, saya ponk cakap la jugak sebenarnya saya ponk da lama usha awak jugak. Sweet kan?

Uweek!
Muntah sekarang.

Tapi hati saya ada kat orang lain and sekarang saya try nak ambil balik hati saya toh bagi kat die lak. Kalaw tak bleh bagi sume ponk bagi separuh ponk oke lah.

Sebab saya suke Smarties. Seriously.

p.s. Gile tah pape post aku yang neh.Seriously, hormone tak betol 2-3 hari neh. Smarties la yang buat! Saya sayang Smarties.

*It ends tonight*

Why do all good things come to an end?
I was happy.
I was contented.

I tried, yes I did but I failed tremendously.
As I thought I see us, I smirked to the idea.
You gave me goosebumps, yes you were contagious and I liked it.

But where were us?
I was a fool, a total idiot to believe.

I will continue believing tho I know it ends tonight.
Heck it has ended.

But I shall not let these tears fall.
I have grown tired of sobbing and lamenting.

I will wait for you.

p.s.Why oh why? Where did we go wrong?

*HoHoHoHoHoliday*

One of my many facades I wear everyday.

=)

p.s. Seriously I can’t wait for the semester to end. Somebody please take me somewhere for a holiday. I need some fresh air. I’ll go wherever you want to take me to. I’m willing to follow any stranger too. I just need to replenish myself. I desperately need a holiday.

p.s.s. Smarties  sometimes is difficult to fathom.

*Science II*

I love my Smarties.

and Smarties says the same too.

But I love my Sunshine.

and sometimes Sunshine says the same too.

So I have Smarties and Sunshine except for the fact that I don’t really have Sunshine. Sunshine’s taken.

But Smarties, this feeling is inexplicable. Smarties knows how to make my heart melt.Seriously. Smarties knows how to cuddle me and how to kiss me.Smarties knows how to caress me.

Smarties really knows how to make me go berserk.

It’s a total different feeling from what have I felt about Sunshine. Absolutely different.

So I’ve been flirting with Smarties currently and I like the fact that Smarties is flirting with me too.

Somehow or rather I think Smarties is helping me move along with Sunshine. I can meet Sunshine nowadays without having to suppress the dreadful feeling inside me.

The way they both say “sayang” is different. Oh my!

I am in love with Smarties, if you haven’t noticed.

p.s. It’s complicated but I savour every single moment of it.Besides, it’s been a while since I have scandals.